We all have something that digs at us

I think I'm going to get an attorney and file bankruptsy. gah! I was supposed to talk to a credit counsellor but they never called me back. That is so discouraging. Anyway in happier news I'm going to be in Kara's wedding this Saturday. I'm excited. I have to get my nails done tomorrow. I just got out of work a little while ago. I was supposed to get out at 9:30p but there's always work to be done. Plus, with state coming soon if you leave anything there will be write ups. I love being threatened. :-p Another person quit our house. I don't see how they can just go. Today I was talking to this lady I work with and I just can't see myself not working with these people . I think that's why I don't pursue the jobs I should be pursuing. I am so poor. Don't pity me I have everything I want. I have terrible persepective, a very weak budget, and no fall back money b/c I buy my wants before my needs. gah I hate myself sometimes. I don't want to blog right now.