I'm blogging here

I haven't blogged in a while. Months to be exact. I used to use Livejournal everyday, then I got a second job. Here's my intro: My name is Marcy. I work with people with developmental disabilities full time 5 days out of the week (but I'm there everyday) and part time at the local video store (and I'm there everyday too.) I really should find a good bar. I call myself an artist but I really haven't painted in a long time except for things I do at the group home like the halloween decorations I made for our party. Once in a while the video store has me use my calligraphy skills on signage. Music is a big passion of mine. I sing everyday and listen to an ecclectic mix of things I hear off of movies, the radio, and my mom's record collection. I love to cook and garden. I'm always playing games (card games, classics, and of course my new DS) I am a dork. I am currently living with my dad due to financial hardships. My dad is cool in a mad scientist kind of way. I visit my mom when I make time. There's always something going on at the farm. My mom has a large veal operation. When I first lived there I was vegetarian for a year! I've been really worried about my brother. He's depressed over a douchebag guy. The "ex" I call him gruesome but his real name is Greyson. He crushed my brother's heart, my brother still has the ring he was going to give him... I wish he would sell it or something. Anyway, gruesome, has been hanging out with my brother a lot the past month and all the sudden is in a relationship with someone else. My brother got his hopes up again. At the same time Greyson did tell him that he wasn't interested in anything more than friends. I just hate to see my brother suffer over this guy. blah! Yesterday my brother called me and we were on the phone for two hours, we weren't really talking, he just didn't want to feel alone. So he got on aim while I watched a movie. My brother just turned 30 this month. I think it's getting to him. I'm 23 and I feel like my bioligical clock is ticking. I want that feeling of a family all the time! I keep telling him about my five year plan. Yes, I have a five year plan... My five year plan for me and my brother (which I know this will not work out like that b/c life is messy and chaotic) but for him to finish his doctorite and move back to the area, find someone amazing who will knock his socks off but still be a decent person (no more bitchy, no heart, namecallers) and for us to hang out more. For me to graduate from college, share a place with a boyfriend or who knows fiance, and have a new five year plan. Oh I forgot my favorite part of the 5 year plan Bert comes over for a huge dinner every sunday. I miss the family gatherings we used to have every sunday at my aunt's house. Well I've been rambling a lot! I should save some for the next time I write. Only two more days til the halloween party! I'm getting excited. I'll take picture of the decour.